haven't updated here in ages... busy with life.... but I just got a nice gift so I thought I'd share it <3

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><3 it's me ^_^
made after this pic

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...but yeah back to busy schedule


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and thank you so much for the b-day wishes....I'm so sorry about being so late </3  I hope to make up for it soon!

So , I quit my job cuz I couldn't stand that stupid bitch anymore , plus she never paid me in time when she was supposed to pay she always gave me a quarter from my salary once every week or so , and the last time she only paid me half....plus extra hours spent there never let me have a free day when I needed to go in various places like the doctor or to get my mom from the train station or such , no extra pay for extra hours and so on the list goes on but I'll stop there.

So I R unemployed.

My stupid landowner keeps asking for the rent paid in euro and I only get my country's currency and for me to have to go to the exchange I'd have to pay more than normal because that's how it is here when you change from euro to lei you get less then when you pay lei for euro when you have to pay more....so I end up paying more. Plus this month I paid him in lei but didn't check the exchange rate of that day and ended up paying more than I was supposed to.... bleh

Another shitty thing that happened was that my llaptop died. Permanently ...I had all my psd files on it and work and documentary and whatnot ....I am so pissed off....


Other than that , since it's my b-day I didn't do anything cuz I am broke had to pay the bills and I ended up broke xD but I had a relaxing evening with my bf who made me cake <3 and it was sooooooooooo sweet and tasty, it looked like shit tho xD .... literally xDDD but the taste's what counts <3


other then that I'm chilling atm , I got an offer for a potential children's book which will help me with the bills if I win it  good thing I got to send the sample before my laptop died xD . Now I'm waiting for an answer , I hope I win it.

I'm in the mood to draw some portrait/bust shots or chibis willing to color as well just that I don't want to do anything too complex more like   or more refined though I like how that one looks quite a lot .
So if anyone's interested send me a msg or note or something and donate in the poll on the front page and such.
I won't have a set price you can give me as much as you want ...just don't expect me to draw for a single point XD

doing it cuz my sub is gonna run out soon and I don't want to worry about it xD

and another reason I mentioned a long time ago but never got to put it in action so I'd like to do so this summer TAT since I'm gonna start my Blut des Reiches project in january xD

1.KittyChrissy
2.Nana-Beats

Oh yeah , I just thought I'd let everyone know I started some japanese classes and it's awesome
The teacher's actually japanese and although he's pretty old [60-70s] he's so funny and when he speaks romanian it's so cute and he mixes words up in jap and rom ahahha and I already learned a lot for just two classes [though I only attended one so far]
It's awesome <3 I hope I learn it well!

other than that had a really pissing weekend
yeh I pissed a lot



lol no


actually I was pissed on




oh wait what? XDDDDDDD



But no seriously I was pissed off cuz of some friends being very shitty and now I got a fucking flu and I feel like my lungs are going to explode each time I caugh

erm

I get a funny feeling my style is changing again

don't mind the rough sketch in the second pic too much [the male] cuz it would have been updated if only I was supposed to work on it  the "project" was dropped
but yeah check the first one and the female in the second one

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oh and BTW

I'll soon be back to being active I swear!

or those who like such sites , this one's very new and still under development , they're gonna release a game soon which is 2d fighting based from what I understood

[link] click the link to join TAT I need gold xDD

God I haven't been active on DA in ages....

How have you guys been?

My life went through some major twists since I last talked to you guys...

I have a lot to say but that will be written in a later journal because now I don't really have much time to talk.

I'll just say that I kinda got a job.

Must say having babies can really be a pain ... I'm a nanny for a not even one year old baby @_@ and God it's hard work , good thing babies usually love me. But it really made me understand a lot about being a parent even if the kid's not mine xD

Taking care of babies is hard work.... I've just been a nanny for like 3 days , this will be my fourth , but I've already learned a lot about babies and what it means to have a baby. Also made me think about the future a bit xDD which is actually sad in a way , makes me feel like a grownup xD

I must say I'm quite proud of this job. Because although it doesn't look it , taking care of such small babies IS HARD xDand tiring xD

So far everything is going well and that's what makes me proud xD

Anyway , this way I won't have to worry about how I'll pay rent with just the freelancing I've been doing lately , which is paid VERY LITTLE.... seriously.

But lately I've been learning a lot of things and I am so proud of myself it's actually say xDD /needs to be praised

I'm working now for two avatar community sites and I must say pixel art is starting to get a special spot in my heart xD

I'm working on making an avatar site with a few friends , and we've already decided on the name and background story and games and such and we plan on starting to work on the design soon and buy a domain and host but I still need to raise the money for the site first.

I have lots of plans for next year , and they're already starting to take shape <3 let's hope everything goes as planned <3

Anyway enough from me , I gotta go babysit xD

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mmmyea ... I broke my left hand and it's in gypsum ... won't write too much cuz It's hard with just one hand but yea I broke it at basketball today ...I have to keep it for a whole month at least
I'm pissed off and in pain...awesome ....I just had to try to make a slam ....fuck me...
anyway...this means I'll be on a hiatus this month .... I feel like crap ...sorry guys...
will still come online from time to time but I probably won't be replying too much....
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Hey guys! Long time no talk eh? Just wanted to let y'all know a little bit about what I've been up to lately xD

Sorry I got kinda busy IRL lately and I haven't had time nor the desire to come online too much...
If any of you guys remember I mentioned about my bro's flight attendant school and such , he took the exams and passed all except the english oral and written ones and he took those again two weeks ago and got the result today . He passed <3 and we're all happy now he only has one last exam left the "flight control" exam After which he'll get his diploma and hopefully get hired TAT since we're in a financial pinch cuz of him.... I think mom spent around 6000euro for this school and if he doesn't pass I'm gonna kick his ass cuz with just 1000euro I would have been able to make an animation course I'm dreaming of making for over a year now.....Anyway , it's cuz of him that we're broke and in such a bad situation so let's hope he gets the job afterwards ....

Regarding me... let's see after the flood nothing major happened I think the glass fragment in my hand came afterwards? or before I don't even remember xDD
Some RL drama happened with some of my friends lately and just last night with my cousin and a friend and his girlfriend xD  with me ...nothing much just that the company I was hoping in working with vanished and meh I'm depressed cuz of that
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Nothing else happened I'm just working on commissions whenever I can and that's about it , haven't been on gaia in a while neither ....

I really hope to get the time and energy to finish all the commissions I have by the end of june at least because I really want some time to focus on my own art ...I've been getting so many ideas and I want to start working on my own manga too and such...
But yea expect an update in art by the end of the month <3

How have you guys been? Anything interesting happen recently?

If you think gaia is too crowded or that the chibified avis are getting on yer nerves like they do on mine  (I dunno their body shape is pissing me off lately @_@) This site has better looking avis ^_^ and if you decide to join write elafros at the referenced and add me to your friends afterwards!!! <3
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yea good thing I was home ....and awake ...or else I would have waken up under water (even is my bed is close to the ceiling xDDD

So from around midnight till 5 am lucia sat nicely and mopped the floors used her entire collection of  towels  and almost a big amount of clothes to stop the flooding from getting in the other rooms and kept it secure in the closet where it started..... and went back and fourth with dozens of filled with water buckets from the closet to the bathroom .... I the water kept flooding and we didn't know from where ...took a big iron thing smashed the wall where some pipes are in the closet and found the problem...
Thing is the pipe was ok ...(there's a pipe coming from outside the building passing through my wall and ground down under the  house like an upside down "L") thing is the hole which was dug for the pipe went through the outside garden and because there was an extreme storm last night the water that got into the ground reached the whole where the pipe was and became like an underground river @_@ and then where the pipe came out through my closet it became a miniature waterfall ...then I sat with buckets under it and kept filling them up and shit like that till the rain stopped ...thing is it rained before so I don't understand why nothing happened back then and now it did....
AAAnd I should mention I spent the whole day cleaning up around the house and washing clothes and towels @_@ And I'm not finished yet

I've just finished taking out a huge fragment of glass out of my left hand which was there as a result of a wall watch falling on my hand while moving some furniture around the room and the glass breaking and well you can figure out the rest.....
I can barely type and my left hand is shaking and it was horrible! I never had injuries bigger than scratches and having to pull out a huge fragment of glass without it breaking while still under the skin ...should mention it was entirely under the skin and I couldn't see it and blood was flowing like mad and now I feel dizzy ....and I had to take it out with a pin which I sterilized by burning and well I'm left handed and very incapable with my right hand ...and I had to pull it out with my right hand ...ooohh God I'm glad it's at least over...
Anyway , the point of this news is that I tried holding the pen in my hand and draw something and I can barely grasp it ...so it means I'll have to take a small break from drawing ...which is so fucking frustrating and god I have a drawing I needed to work on fast and finish by tomorrow or the day after .... and it's making me feel horrible ...it's the first time I injure my hand....especially my left hand which is so precious to me....and I don't know what to do

I want to ask a question.
When you send payment to somebody's email , does their real name appear?
Or are you able to hide your name when sending someone money? or when you receive from someone for that matter?I'm asking for  a friend who asked me and I got curious as I did not know the answer myself...So if anyone knows I'd appreciate it!

Definitely my fav Magic themed anime ever.
I'm so happy with the ending!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR NOT MAKING IT END LIKE EVERYONE EXPECTED! *treis not to spoil*
PLEASE WATCH IT! There are only 12 episodes and it will definitely get you hooked up! I promise that! The story is so original! And though I hate the fact that Madok reminds me of the main character from tokyo mew mew ...with pink hair two pony tails and that loli pink outfit (also reminds me of the main character from shugo chara )  the rest is awesome !

I don't like gaga , but this came out pretty bad ass , she deserves your attention!

are you having trouble sining in?
cuz I was online and suddenly it logged me out ... I've sent a password reset mail , reset the password and still can't log in , says the password is incorrect
help?

also I have a mule account and it's the same thing with that one , and no matter what browser I use ...it's still the same . Also it won't let me even make a new account says "oops unable to grant new items" wtf?

At least , I might not be going to Italy anymore... which is GREAT!
imagine me away from the computer for a month or 2....
Anyway... the more bad news the title is talking about iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssss... I'm not gonna talk about it xDDD
no really... I dun wanna talk about my problems anymore....just felt like writing something or else my head will explode....

Mom did something stupid ....which will cost a lot to get back ....and I have so many things to do ...and I'm just one person ...and so many bills.... and great....I'll stop here or else I'll start to blab again...

I need to remake the Commissions journal @_@
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Anyway....after I finish these current commissions....I'll definitely go on a hiatus... no more drawings around here unless they're commissions... Because I got an ofter from a company and I need to make some mockups ...if they like them they'll collaborate with me and they said they have many projects ...and they put very short deadlines! and I'll probably have to focus on that ....I already hae to make a mockup(pinup) of a character in a very NOT MY STYLE style....caricature type...uugghhh and I need it done in 24-36 hours..... 17hours already passed since the mail was sent ...so....blergh...I'll make it small resolution so I can finish faster (though I never work in small resolutions @_@)
wish me luck please....

Hi! Yea ...I dunno what to watch anymore ...and I'd like to watch something new ongoing maybe ...with action not the boring lucky star type where nothing EVER happens xD
Anything you'd like to recommend?








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Bamboo Blade


I love itttttttttttt

makes me wanna start practicing kendo T^T

damn I just finished the series ...and since it ends weirdly I thought there's another season or something.... but but........ on wikipedia it says there are only 26 episodes T^T and the last episode aired on april 2008 I WANT THE CONTINUATION DAMMIT! fluck I'm pissed off now cuz it's not continued.... reminds me a lot about my sporting days....just that here clubs don't pertain to schools...schools don't have clubs... I hate that fact .....makes me hate already finishing my school days....
anyway...awesome series ... too bad it was so short

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